Can’t Win.

You’re exactly how I wanted you
Right here, right in the moment
and yet I’m suddenly not satisfied
anymore.
You’re perfection personified
and yet I’m sat here feeling lost.
Lost.
The feeling I felt when you weren’t here
when I was longing for you to come home
for you to crave me the way I craved you.
It’s gone.
Faded.
I’m empty, numb and yet I have everything.
What went wrong?
The vicious circle of wanting
what you can’t have has bitten.
Can’t win.

I.M. Wilson

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